18 finally. ^.^

Im too busy recently.
My BFF's register day, Winter Solstice, My birthday, christmas.
I spent all these days with my dear boyfriend and our family.
Many photos taken, will be uploading those soon.

Specially want to thank Nobita from Pluto and Stupid Genius from Moon.
They get me a present for my bday.
Of course my other friends for the birthday wishes.
Last but not the least, my dear boyfren Manja from Jupiter and his family,
and my family spending these time with me.
I am 18 now, finally :)
but still YUMKDBSSF.

Here I updated my blog,
to wish evrybody Merry Christmas for year 2009
and Happy New Year for 2010.

Congratulation

Congratulation to Mr & Mrs Ding.

简单

[今天真摸不着头脑~
哈哈~~我认为的总被他们自认的经验主义反驳。。
人与人之间为什么存在着不好麻烦的感觉呢~？？
我不觉得，如果老是限制，等于给自己种上了死墙，不是吗？
想不给人贴葱反而给人贴了。。
都没人好过。。反而害了别人。。
我真的不明白！！~

有时。。我真的真的在怀疑是不是我太自私了？
不过，墙角的话最伤人。。。
哈哈~~哎呀~~朋友阿。。
其实人都少不了自卑的成分，谁说自卑是坏事阿？
自卑就是对自己的弱点及缺陷有了觉悟，
既然知道了，自卑后就改拉！！！
自卑没有错，能量转换吧~不要自卑下去了。。。
加油！！！瓦哈哈哈哈哈！！！！万岁！！！！
给我拿那山的彩带吧~~哈哈~你一定行！！]

哈哈，以上是我在一个junior的部落格上看到的。
有时想不到，一个仅仅十五岁的孩子，会写出一篇这么样可爱的东西。
快乐的简单，包含着笑容，带来了希望。

有时想想，其实世界并没有那么复杂，而是我们将它复杂化了。
晓琪，谢谢你，让学姐领悟了一些很简单的东西。

Exahusted.

English
Maths
Biochem
Phy Opt
Physio
Anatomy


SEMESTER 1

I'm done with it.
With all my powers from the moon, not alone.
Finally.

With all these,
I'm exhausted.
Maybe I just wanna take a rest.
I'm tired.

All I want for Chrstmas Is my 2 front teeth, but all I want for now is to see you happy.

I still remember the way you order green tea.
It's so lively and makes it sounds so tasty.

I still remember the way you make me angry,
It's so annoying but cheeky.

I still remember the way you asked me to brush teeth,
You always nag that I am dirty.

Maybe all these will soon to never be a history,
but and I shall always keep it in my memory.

Don't ask me why am I so free,
It's because that your sadness are affecting me.

Nothing much could motivate me to study,
No one else could do it better than thee.

There's no other things I want to see,
All I want for now is to see you happy.

Supersitious

I used to write essays about this topic.
During high school,
I wrote about the rituals of different races with their superstitious beliefs.
During college time,
I wrote about the spiritual effects of superstitious into these people's life.
Today, I would like to write about how it affects real life situations.

In Chinese culture,
normally the superstitious beliefs are applied on major events,
and are normally believed that it will affect your future.
Chinese superstitious are usually related to days, date and time.
Some people believe that certain days of the week,
and certain months of the year are better than others for a certain events.
For example, wedding, moving into a new house, naming babies, or even funeral.

People with superstitious beliefs normally visit a fortune teller to ask for so called "Best day" for that particular event.
However, there are some people hold onto family traditional's beliefs.
The problem comes when an event holding is involving 2 different parties/ families.
Different parties/families have different superstitious beliefs.
What happen is the plan of the event or its preparation can't be carry on when there's a crash on beliefs
-The "Best Day" of one parties might be the "Bad Day" of the other.
Negotiations can be done when this situation occurs.
It's good if one party doesn't mind to compromise.
But what if both hold on to it?

A lot of time when this situation happened it makes things worse.
Both parties or one of it will be unhappy about it.
The original meaning of following the superstitious is hope to bring good to the future.
But if because of holding on to it causing quarrel and end up with an unhappy ending,
wouldn't it the beliefs has loose its meaning?
It brings harm more then good!

Not sure what is the answer of above questions.

Although I have never really faced this kind of problem.

but I can actually understand its irritating when things cant be done due to those superstitious beliefs.
I know it's not good to criticize one's belief,
but most of the time it is proven that the superstitious belief doesn't change your luck and future anyhow.
I have seen people married during their so called "Best Day" ending up with divorce,
and I have seen people moving into their new house during a so called "Bad Day" having successful and happy life.
I believe that the luck will not fall from sky to you, you gotta work on it.
Even salvation in Christianity requires people to obey the commandment.
Nothing in this world is free.

Maybe I'm not a "Pantang" person.
(pantang is superstitious in malay language).
However, I always think that the most important thing is everyone is happy,
and the event and its preparation still can carry on peacefully.

I'm Low B.
I'm Low B.
I'm Low B.
I'm Low B.
I'm Low B.
I'm Low B.
I'm Low B.
I'm Low B.
I'm Low B.
I'm Low B.
I'm Low B.
I'm Low B.
I'm Low B.
I'm Low B.
I'm Low B.
I'm Low B.
I'm Low B.
I'm Low B.
I'm Low B.
I'm Low B.

^.^
^。^

=)

=]

=D

Hoi Sam Mou?
Mm Hoi Sam arh?
Fun Yong Dit.

Hua Hee Meh?
Meh Hua Hee arh?
Hua Hee Ngeek Kiang.

A BIG BIG day

There is a BIG BIG sun today.

I did a BIG BIG job today.

I finish a BIG BIG part of my revision today.
I had a BIG BIG surprise today.
The BIG BIG bookworm came today.
He went to a BIG BIG book fair today.
And he made a BIG BIG mistake today.
So he end up with a BIG BIG guiltiness today.

We had a BIG BIG bowl of pan mee for lunch today.
We had a BIG BIG coconut after the hot day.
We had a BIG BIG pot of Bak Kut Teh for our dinner today.
We had a BIG BIG joke during dinner time today.
We had a BIG BIG laugh till we get choke when we were eating today.
We had a BIG BIG bowl of Tau Hua at Snowflake today.
We had a BIG BIG fun today.
We had a BIG BIG stomach after eating all these food today.

We had a BIG BIG day. ^.^

At this time, I got no mood to study at all.

Don't ask me why.

I sunddenly remember about how come I started this blog.

It's because of my friend, Vhinosha.

She inspired me to write my own blog AGAIN.

Yea again actually.

Coz I had a blog ages ago.

Erm, In Window live space.

All using chinese. :)

I abandon that blog somehow cause I realize there's not much people reading it.

In fact I doubt there are people reading it. >"<

Cause not much users over dat.

Basically is more of laziness I abandon that blog.

Cause ya'll know,

 I always wanted a so called "wonderful" and "amazing" blog.

So, I tried to add in lots of elements to make it look interesting.

Lots of details and information in each and every blog post.

I thought people would enjoy it.

But in fact people get sick of it.

I realise this ever since I myself actually been through those similar blogs as mine previous one.

It's god damn boring. LOL

And it makes me feel tired of doing so too.

So, when I started this new blog.

I start to learn to present it in a better way and the way I think it should be.

That's RANDOM!

Lol, hell yeah.

Me and my randomness.

Write whatever I feel like writing.

Write whenever I feel like writing

Write what's on my mind at the moment.

My life, my thought, everything.

Even its a small and simple, insignificant thing.

Blahhh it all out.

Here is where I live, I shout out of my life.

I found my motives to keep writing on from now.

My readers!! ♥♥♥

Yes yes!! My faithful supporters! 

Those who motivate me keep writing on.

Whether or not you left your comments,

As long as you are reading it,

it's has been a great great encouragement for me to move on!

Thanks for all!

**By the way, I have changed the comment settings, so that the non-bloggers could leave your comment as well. Feel free to leave your comments!  **

Beside my readers, I think the most important reason is my life journey.

To continue writing about my life,

as long as I continue to live out my life.

I believe I won't get out of ideas as my inspirations will keep coming on.

There's always new stuffs in life, isn't?

I hope I will not abandon this blog as how I did to the previous one.

This blog is so full of memories.

Me, my life and my everything. 

A quiet day

Today is a quiet day

The sky out there looks grey

I can feel the sadness from it's face

Who else can smile in this case?

Love is beyond what you can taste

It's origin is hard to be traced

The experience can't be copy and paste

The result might not be what you wanted to purchase

I want to be brave

To step out of this impasse

Is there any way

to get me out of this place?

Maybe there is nothing much more I can say.

【当你】

词：林俊杰 曲：张思尔

如果有一天　我回到从前
回到最原始的我　你是否会觉得我不错
如果有一天　我离你遥远
不能再和你相约　你是否会发觉我已经说再见

当你的眼睛眯着笑　当你喝可乐当你吵
我想对你好　你从来不知道　想你想你　也能成为嗜好
当你说今天的烦恼　当你说夜深你睡不着
我想对你说　却害怕都说错　好喜欢你　知不知道

如果有一天　梦想都实现
回忆都成了永远　你是否还会记得今天
如果有一天　我们都发觉
原来什么都可以　无论是否还会停留在这里

当你的眼睛眯着笑　当你喝可乐当你吵
我想对你好　你从来不知道　想你想你　也能成为嗜好
当你说今天的烦恼　当你说夜深你睡不着
我想对你说　却害怕都说错　好喜欢你　知不知道

也许空虚让我想得太多　也许该回到被窝
梦里和相遇　就毫不犹豫　大声的说我要说
当你的眼睛眯着笑　当你喝可乐当你吵
我想对你好　你从来不知道　想你想你　也能成为嗜好
啦啦啦啦啦　啦啦啦～

啦啦啦啦啦 啦啦啦啦～
我想对你说　却害怕都说错　好喜欢你　知不知道

【当你】

歌手: 王心凌
专辑: Cyndi Begin

Miracle

Muahaha.

The squid was affected by cockroach disease,

one meal per day.

The cockroach is affected by squid disease,

five meals per day.

Miracle today:

She ate half now, but he doubled!

She reduce her request on makan,

but he request for more food now!

Wakakaka.

This is our dinner.

1. Asam TomYam!!

2. Oh Nee (Yam Paste)

3. McD Sundae Cone!

I'm a devil,

with an evil mind,

which up to no good.

Stay away from me.

Muahahahaha.

Blekkk.

Did I ever tell you I'm a genius's apprentice?

Actually I knew the answer long ago. Hehe

"Kissed any one of your Facebook friends? --- ya"

However, genius lies.

Remember? I lie too.

Real BS for today

It's a hot day today.

I end up bcum a BS, A real BS.

BS supposedly means Blur Sotong or Blur Squid.

But under hot sun, I'm now a Baked Squid or Bakar Sotong. :((

Mosquito spray again today.The whole area.

As usual I'm gonna get out of my room.

I'm not a squid, don't think it will kill me. lol.

Glad that stupid cockroach is not here.

Hey It's KWen's birthday today.

We celebrated his birthday at Jaya One's secret recipe today.

Although the waitress attitude pissed us off, but we had fun.

Happy Birthday to Kevin!

He is finally 18!!!

Now I'm the only one left in the class.

I mean, Underage.

Sadness. :(

Maybe true of what Nobita says

I'm still underage after that 18 birthday.

BUT just in front of you maybe?

bXPngEvI.

xp

毕业了

这四个sohai毕业了.

U-47主席杨志荣

急救部，副主席翁和

福利部，副主席朱庆和

步操组，最没有纪律的组长谢子安

在我毕业后,整个家就是上面这群sohai撑下去的。

坐着前面的四个男生，是我的direct junior.

我毕业后，带头看着整个家的就是他们。

那三个马来婆是顾问老师。

后面右边那七个男生，是7少。

然后就是翁正。

他那一年以前有十几个，就剩他。

然后那三个女的，和七少同年，

晓琪妙龄丽贤以前也算是我带的。

我算是不错的了，

起码我提拔和看中，

有能力撑起顾这家担子的人，

就他们十个都愿意留了下来。

而看着他们大的，就是前面那四个男生。

而翁正，

和那四个男生，

虽然不是我带大，

但起码也是在锦龙离开后，

我看着他们大的。

现在这四个sohai也要毕业了。

吵架有过，笑声有过，难过也过。

经过风风雨雨，

就这样这四个家伙把后面那十个sakai带大了。

就好像我和锦龙怎样带大他们一只大青蛙+一只大猪+两个大野猴+一只小野猴一样，

就好像以前和贤文环他们把我们这群小瓜带大一样。

就好像这十年来就这样一代代的把届又一届的孩子带大一样。

我希望以前曾经是那只小野猴的翁正，

现在成了大也后，

带着后面十个sakai也照样带大以后的孩子，

让这个家延续下去。

-BSMM U-47 十周年快乐-

Hmm.

We screwed up English.

The very first paper.

2 proof reading, 2 comprehension, 1 summary, 40 MCQ, 10 vocabulary, and 2 essays.

within 2 hours.

SIAL.

I nearly knocked down by a motorcycle today.

A little terrified.

Not my problem actually,

the motorcyclist driving in an opposite lane.

very fast summore.

Thank god Im safe.

I heard that Culture Y quited the course.

Not sure how true it is.

Kinda sad thou, afterall she taught me Bio,

and she is the one always encourage me when I have difficulties during my studies.

What to do?

Life still has to go on.

【有些人或许你认为不能够失去,

但原来并不是不可失去,

而是不得不分离】

Don't always think that I'm very old,

actually I'm very young.

Don't always think that I'm very mature,

actually I'm very childish.

Don't always think that I'm very considerate,

actually I'm very demanding.

Don't always think that I'm very caring,

actually I'm very annoying.

Don't always think that I'm very genius,

actually I'm very stupid.

Don't always think that I'm the one I used to be,

actually I'm never the one you thought should be.

18th Birthday Present

"Get to know U in my life" ü

Flood

There is a flood in North UK.

Its not a normal flood, is like, a huge flood.

It was terrible..
The city is full of water..
One of my frens in UK actually got affected.

But Im glad he is safe now.

Praying for the people over der.

This flood, remind me of the movie Flood in year 2007.

Yes and it reminds me about the movie Evan almighty in the same year as well.

Both movie talk about flood.

I believe all things happened is not a coincident.

Even Bahrain RAIN now, I wonder, what more else can it be?

How worse the world can turn to?

Reflect on ourselves human.

绅士

英国绅士与法国女人同乘一个包厢，

女人想引诱这个英国人，

她脱衣躺下后就抱怨身上发冷。

先生把自己的被子给了她，

她还是不停地说冷。

“我还能怎么帮助你呢？”先生沮丧地问道。

“我小时候妈妈总是用自己的身体给我取暖。”

“小姐，这我就爱莫能助了。我总不能跳下火车去找你的妈妈吧？”

【 善解风情的男人是好男人，不解风情的男人更是好男人。】

Hang on there!

哇哈哈哈.

刚才很好笑一下..

回到家的时候发现进不了门,

原来是大伯锁门时把钥匙给弄断在锁头里面了

结果搞到我要从后门进.

天天难过天天过，天天都那么难过。

我其实也在学会开开心心日子啦。

有时想想，我在这里噼里啪啦写了一大堆，

真正有在看的人有几个？

管他的，我就是这样，爱说话，

管你爱说我吵死人，大嘴巴。

哈哈。谁叫我就是这么不听话。

我要继续读书了。

我只想开开心心的过日子：）

加油啦。。。p^.^q

【由你选择】

词：农夫
曲：林俊杰
演唱：林俊杰 + 农夫FAMA

我要选择我自己既选择
我要表达我自己既表白
选择企或者选择坐
选择错我都选择过

今天你做了什么
明天你要做什么
要往前走还是往后
要往左还是往右

我的路每一步该怎么走
有谁在等候
一路向前走来到十字路口
把所有阻碍抛到脑后

不管你是哪一个
哪个都阻挡不得
我用自己的选择
让我发光发热

不满意我又如何
为什么要听你的
我行我素的风格
就是忠于我选择

系个宗教 定个书包
令你安全 觉得可靠
冇人敢考 冇人敢教
你一生 你去调教

从前的懵懂可笑
未来的没人知道
等待拥抱还是寻找
要咆哮还是祷告

只有我最清楚我的需要
不用指教
我是我自己生命中的主角
让梦想在我胸中燃烧

领悟

外面天空很阴暗哦.

最近一连串发生了很多事.

其实一直都知道人心是丑恶的.

可是很少自己亲身去体会过.

有时想想,

有这样的体验也是好的,

要不然怎么会知道世界原来也可以这么美好.

凡事都有两面的,

不是因为黑暗不会知道什么是光明,

正因为丑恶才能凸现出美好.

坐在这里郁闷了一下下,

听朋友说巴林那里下雨了.

然后大家都很快乐.

突然领悟了.

不一定要在下雨后的晴天才会有好心情，

而是在心情好的时候看见大雨一样能如此雀跃.

其实,看的人是你,
只要你选择了那上好的份,

剩下来的烂菜, 又跟你有什么关系呢?

这一次,

与其选择相信,

我选择了选择.

:)

Hell.... >"<

I seriously duno wats wrong wif me!

I sleep for continuously 13 hours yesterday!

=.=

My body clock is totally out of order..

OMG I cant believe I actually sleep more than 12 hours a day.

I mean, continuously.

I have nvr do dat for the past 17 years b4.

because the most abt 10 hours, my mum will wake me up.

I have plenty of experince wer I woke up late like 3pm,

or even like 6 pm.

Its because I sleep really late like 5am in the previous night.

I sleep 1am ytd u noe,

Its like damn early and I expect i can wake up early this morning to cont my study.

hell man, Wen I woke up i luk at my hp,

I saw 145 la..

then I was thinking,

"ehy hw cum I sleep so little ony."

then i luk at the window,

"Hw cum so bright one?"

Then i luk at my hp again,

its 1.45PM laaaaa!!!!

Hell yeahhh....
I din noe I cud be dat blur.

Anyway, I din have a chance to say good morning to Miss Wednesday for today.

So wish me gud luck.

:P

No cane for me pls. >"<

No more food.

Happened that I was hunting for food.

But there wasnt any left.

So my friend trying to convince me to give up.

That's what he did,

As shown as below.

NO MORE (english)

KALAS (Arab)

HABIS (Malay)

BO LIAO ( Hokkien)

TALAK (Pasar Language)

ELEK (Tamil)

IIE (Japanese)

I think he missed out sum.

MEI YOU LIAO ( Chinese)

MOU ZOH (Cantonese)

MAO HOI (Hakka)

Shit I just cant sop laughing.....

Wahahahahahahahahahaha.....

Spice up your life. :)

I found these in Sook Yee's blog.

I find it pretty funny, and pretty true too.

hope you guys enjoy it. :)

Lessons of life.

A little bird was flying south for the winter. It was so cold the bird froze and fell to the ground into a large field.

While he was lying there, a cow came by and dropped some dung on him.

As the frozen bird lay there in the pile of cow dung, he began to realize how warm he was.

The dung was actually thawing him out!

He lay there all warm and happy, and soon began to sing for joy.

A passing cat heard the bird singing and came to investigate.

Following the sound, the cat discovered the bird under the pile of cow dung, and promptly dug him out and ate him.

Morals of the story:
(1) Not everyone who shits on you is your enemy.

(2) Not everyone who gets you out of shit is your friend.

(3) And when you're in deep shit, it's best to keep your mouth shut!

Finding me in Him through finding Him in me.

There's a hero,
If you look inside your heart,
You don't have to be afraid of what you are,
There's an answer,
If you reach into your soul,
And the sorrow that you know will melt away.

And then a hero comes along,
With the strength to carry on,
And you cast your fears aside and you know you can survive,
So when you feel like hope is gone,
Look inside you and be strong,
And you'll finally see the truth that a hero lies in you.

It's a long road,
When you face the world alone,
No one reaches out a hand for you to hold,
You can find love,
If you search within yourself,
And the emptiness you felt will disappear.

Lord knows,
Dreams are hard to follow,
But don't let anyone tear them away,
Hold on,
There will be tomorrow,
In time you'll find the way.

That a hero lies in.....you
Ooohh that a hero lies in.....you

[Hero]

By Mariah Carey

Sad song of the day. :_(

有些话你选择不对他说
你说某种脆弱 我才感同身受
我永远都愿意当个听众 安慰你的痛
保护着你从始至终

就算你的爱 属于他了
就算你的手 他还牵着
就算你累了 我会在这
一人留 两人疚 三人游
悄悄的 远远的 或许舍不得
默默地 静静地 或许很值得
我还在某处守候着
说不定这也是一种幸福的资格
至少我们中还有人能快乐
这样就已足够了

有些话我选择保持沉默
别把实话说破 隐藏我的寂寞
你的情绪依然把我牵动
躲在你心中 角落的心事我们懂

就算你的爱 属于他了
就算你的手 他还牵着
就算你累了 我会在这
一人留 两人疚 三人游
悄悄的 远远的 或许舍不得
默默地 静静地 或许很值得
我还在某处守候着
说不定这也是一种幸福的资格
至少我们中还有人能快乐
这样就已足够了

不知道 不知道 不知道
为什么 为什么 我的爱
我的爱 还留不住你的离开
却总在等待着你回来

一人留 两人疚 三人游
悄悄的 远远的 或许舍不得
默默地 静静地 或许很值得
我还在某处守候着
说不定 这也是一种 得不到的 却美好的
至少我们中还有人能快乐
就样就已足够了
至少我们中还有人能快乐
这样就已经够了

歌手：方大同 专辑：橙月

三人游

Im back.

Yes back here.
Back to JB.
Met up with my crazy MUFY gangs and of course my beloved Vno & Jay.
Spend my night with Gwee n JiPeng too.
My "brothers". haha
I had an awesome day.

Lotsa stuff happened wen I wasnt arnd.
But glad that I manage to help out abit,
and I sincerely hope that I this matter would come to an end after all these.

Thanks Vno too, spending time to talk to me.
And thx for the advices from Crystal and Alyssa as well.
I believe and agree wat u all have told me.
And I really glad dat Vno understands my feelings.

Sad to hear about wat happened in my family too.
I feel bad on dat.
But glad I came bck on the right time.
This incident let me see the consequences of me,
If I still dun reflect on this matter.

Im going bck to subang tmr. :)
And stop asking who cares, I care.

Negotiation Strategies

The ability to negotiate successfully, to reach agreements wiv other parties, is a key skill in any business. This negotiation almost always involves an element of compromise. But. when entering a negotiation, u shud always keep in mind dat it's almost impossible to negotiate and make agreements successfully if u think u can't afford to "lose" or walk away from wat is on offer. This will result in your avoiding asking for anything more than wat u think the other side will give wihtout a dispute. You become a passive observer, with the other side dictating the terms.

In most negotiation one side has more to offer than the other & proper planning help minimise the effects of this imbalance. Decide on set limits for wat u can offer b4 negotiation begins. Der are always advantages you can offer the other side, and you clearly have benefits they want or need or they would not be negotiating with you. In fact the buyer or seller often wans u more than u think, so it's your advantage to try n see things from their point of view. The better u know thier real needs or wants - not just wat they have told u - the more successful you will be, and the less likely you are to fall into the trap of giving them more than you really need to.

But it's also true dat a concession they really need or will value from u wont cost u as much as it benefits them, yet may still leave you wif avthg u wan. If u know the other side must reach an agreement on a deal by certan date financial reasons, your willingness to comply wif dat date cud be worth a great deal of money to them, wihtout costing u much, if anything at all. It's up to u to find out wat the other side really needs.

Untrained negotiators often allow their feelings to bcum too involved and they may take each rejection of a proposal as personal rejection. So they bcum angry wif the other person, or blame for failing to reach an agreement. While it's important to be yourself and, on occasion, not to be afraid to express how you honestly feel, it's important to judge carefully when to do this. It's particularly important to maintain a polite and friendly personal relationship when you are facing a difficult negotiation, but keeping negative personal feelings out of negotiation didnt mean hiding your personality.

Think carefully abt your negotiation schedule. Take breaks, particularly during times when you cant agree over a particular point. But if u hav to cont. the negotiation on another day, make it soon, and keep the momentum of the negotiation. As long as u are still talking and meeting, you build rapport wif the other party; learn more abt wat they need and ensure dat your company is the one most likely to make the deal. This may requires both patience and persercerance - but patience pays!

To "win" a negotiation then, means that neither side should feel that they hav "lost". You shud noe wat u can offer the other side and noe exactly wat they wan. If u hav done avthg u can n the deal reamins outside the limits, you hav defined 4 youself beforehand, then walk away from it. Either way, ya still a winner.

You ppl are adult, these simple theories that an underage girl can understand still need a squid to teach you how to go abt it? Reflect yourself infront of the mirror. =)

两个人

如果我爱你, 而你正巧的也爱我.....

那你生病的时候, 我会去照顾你, 陪你到好.

你骑车的时候, 我会要你小心点, 还要你到的时候打电话跟我说.

你忘了吃晚餐时, 我会装做很生气, 然后说: 你这样会让我很担心耶!

你头发乱的时候, 我会笑笑的替你拨一拨, 然后手还留恋的在你发上多待几秒...

你想哭, 我会陪你掉泪, 尽管前一刻我的心情是多雀跃 ~

你要笑, 我会陪你笑出声, 不管我上一秒是多么的沮丧...

我在空闲的时候, 会念念你的名字, 想想你的声音.

我在逛街的时候, 会想到 "啊! 你正好也缺了这个.."

我在发现了好东西的时候, 一定马上想到 "一定要你来看看!"

我失眠了之后, 听到你也失了眠, 会在心理偷笑.

我在熬夜时, 接到你只为了说声 : "不要太累! 要早点睡了.... " 的电话, 会甜甜的笑着而乖乖的去睡......

我在想你的时候, 会知道你也在想我.

但是如果我爱你, 而你不巧的不爱我.....

那你生病的时候, 我只会打通电话慰问你, 不敢奢求待在你身边.

你骑车的时候, 我只会暗暗在心中希望你安全.

你忘了吃晚餐, 我也只会笑笑的问: 为什么不吃呢?

你头发乱了, 我只能轻轻告诉你: 头发乱了喔~~

你想哭, 我只能在旁边无奈的轻轻叹气着.

你想笑, 我只能微微地对你笑着...

我在空闲的时候, 还是会念念你的名字, 想想你的声音.

在逛街的时候, 会想到 "是谁帮你买了这个呢? "

我发现好东西的时候, 会无奈的想着会是谁告诉你这个好消息呢?

我失眠之后, 会躲着不让你看见我的黑眼圈.

我在熬夜时, 不敢期待会有电话声响起来.....

我在想你的时候, 会想到这时的你是在想着谁?

如果我不再爱你了.... 那么我一定就不爱你了, 我会去爱上别人....

世上有什么不会失去的东西吗? 我相信有, 你最好也相信!

--摘自<挪威的森林-村上春树>

Teamwork.

Finally I can have a good rest after 3 days of assignments.

I feel I'm a very lucky girl.

At least I'm still sit still right here, and manage to finish the project in time.

I saw many of my friends not able to finish their work in time,

sum of my frens even fall sick.

Throughout this research project I learn alot.

According to Pareto principle and Toh principle.

Everyone know about Pareto principle or more commonly known as 80/20 law. In most of the company 80% job are done by 20% of worker.But I would like to further the effect of Pareto principle.80% of the 20%-worker's time is used to wait for 20% of 80%-worker's contribution.

-Quoted from Pareto Principle, skding.blogspot.com

You need at least 1.5 ratio of sohai in an organization if you need to maintain the smoothness of a task. If the ratio is drop, more time is needed and causing delay in the completion of the task.

-Quoted fro Toh Principle, by Terence Toh

After seeing this,

many ppl might thinks dat individual work can be done better,

since we noe our own limit and expectation towards the result,

and so called "Fair".

However,

teamwork is an vy important aspect for human being to improve.

It is a necessity, which it is inevitable.

Some ppl jz need to learn to give thanks.

Stop complaining and continue to work.

Why cant u use that time to finish ur work instead of wasting time to complain?

No one force you to do the work ok.

If u think its not fair, then dun do.

Fail ur job, and downgrade yourself and be one of the 80%.

Worse cum to worse, resign urself from the job,

and be a loser forever.

I consider myself is one of the 20% in Pareto principle,

and among the 1.5 ratio of sohai who make up the statistic.

Be glad if think u r a sohai, give thanks if ppl call u a sohai.

To me it is satisfaction and a recognition,

telling me that Im capable enuff to produce 80% result by using 20% source.

It's similar to the feeling when you actually beat a Mercedes in car race by using a kancil.

Im jz proud of being a sohai.

Some ppl jz need to learn how to cherish.

Stop talking crap and start working.

If u cant even produce 20% of the result with 80% of time and effort,

then shut up and stay aside.

Dun mess around and try to insult ppl with your stupidity.

If you think u are so capable and good enuff to handle all these,

please take up my fucking job.

Sumtimes, Its not about talking how genius I am.

I dun expect you to buy me a lunch, not even a thank you.

But at least dun fool around and mess up the job.

To me cherish is not abt repaying kindness,

jz at least dun create trouble and make it worse.

I dun take things for granted.

I thank God for everythg.

Im not capable of creating an epic alone.

I am jz lucky to have sumone beside me to help me all along.

Maybe I cant repay the kindness for the rest of my life,

but I think at least I noe how to cherish.

This is wat I call teamwork.

Not sure how the others view abt teamwork.

But one thing Im sure is,

A genius need an idiot to protrude his smartness,

An idiot need a genius to show his foolness.

Maybe this is ultimately actually wat a teamwork is needed for.

LOL, who noes? :P

@.@

20 more mins to 4am.

So, I still have 20 mins to get myself on bed.

Or else once after 4am,

sure I will be rejuvenated and cant fall asleep anymore.

I have not been sleeping duno for how many nights ady.

Glad I took a short nap in the evening jz now,

dats y i can sustain till now.

Sometimes I wonder, if I really din rest at all for these few days,

not sure how long my battery can actually last.

Maybe can try next time, hehe.

Not tired?

Bluff people one.

Taking care of a fireball is not as easy as you think.

Easily get burned.

8.30am class tmr.

Presentation summore. >"<

Better sleep now.

Hope everything will be fine after all these troubles.

Im so tired after checking over some slides done by my teammates.

I only sleep for like 3 hours within this 3 days.

So, I decided to read some articles to keep me awake.

Haha, and guess wat? I found this.

And I find it interesting.

“I think Ding like those things with all "S" aphabet one..
He drives a SEG, using a Sony Vaio lappy.
Besides that, Ding like to put "Sohai", "Stupid genius", "Sk ding" as his nick name! All start with S.
Everytimes, I meet him at Msn, the first thing he said is "Shit" or "Suck" or other words start with S.
I wonder ding is the "S"uperman or not!”

I found it in a post written 2 years ago.

Im not sure how true it is.

But if its accurate enough,

I would like to add on some points.

His mobile phone brand is Sony Ericsson

The camera he used is SLR.

One of his favorite activity starts with "S" too.

And now his apprentice is a Squid.

And I hope he is Sleeping Soundly now. =)