Wednesday, May 7, 2014

Midnight Insomnia

What would you do normally,
when you have a sleepless night?

For 23 years of my life,
this is the first time im getting insomnia.
I woke up at 3am, and it has been almost 3 hours from now.

I was laying on my bed, keeping my eyes close,
trying to sleep again.
But I just couldn't sleep.

Is this an sign of getting old?=(

So I decided to stop forcing myself into sleep.
Instead, I woke up and turn on my lappy,
and start writing blog.

I don't spend a lot of time managing this blog nowadays.
But it doest mean that I forget this place.
A blog is always a best place for me to express my feelings,
when I have no one else to turn to.

It is sort of like my mini dairy.
Where I record my feelings, my thoughts,
from time to time.

I dont normally have a theme to write about.
I would just type whatever I have in my mind,
and let the words flow.

I used to have more fun writting blog,
until the recent few years,
I only come here whenever I have negative thoughts.
Like upset, loneliness, anger.

I dont know since when it have been like that.
Probably ever since I know there wont be anyone else reading the blog any more.
But anyway,
I didnt plan to write for gaining views.
It was always just some random thoughts floating around.

I guess I can start reading a novel now.
When you are bored,
I guess reading story books can keep you entertained.
Novel its just an advance/ mature version of a strorybook anyway,
minus the pictures and illustrations. LOL

=)