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OMG I'm so in love with this stupid stuff.

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Im wild. XD

他和他

他突然哭了
是因为那确实存在着的心有灵犀．

其实他和他拥有同样的出发点，
但选择了不同管道与方式．

其实他想和他说，

他没有那样的意思，可是他不明白．
其实他想和他说，
他很努力了，可是他看不见．

最后，
来到终点，
在他们其实同样都仅仅只有失望时，
他和他不约而同的选了同样的回避方式．

后来，过了很久的一天，
他和他解释了．
他却不想和他解释．
因为他知道，只要他自己知道就够了．

祝福

谢谢你在不到一年的日子里，
陪我走过了那么多。

祝福你以后都会过得很好。

好朋友，要加油哦！

p^.^q

I shall stop seeing PC and cont study now.

Slap you.

U04gWE1OIEVNRlNMIFFGU0wgR1ogWE1OIFJGVA==

= )

Final's stress

Halloooo!!!!

Im back.

Staying up late night and study, lonely. =(

Haha, In fact I wonder if there's any audience will following my blog. =)

Nvm la, I write the blog to express myself, yes, the ultimate goal orientated towards myself, not the others.

[Although I get disappointed when I dun see people leaving comments]

Im doing my finals now!!!

First year is going to end is 3 weeks time, 

2 papers are gone, and I have 5 more to go.

Time flies, It gonna end very soon! =D

I'm here to blog because I was bored.

He used to accompany to study no matter how late.

But now he seems like dun even wan to talk to me.

I dun wan to ask why, I scare to know the answer.

U can call me coward, but I just wan to keep the wonderful memories we had.

No matter what happens, he still my best friend, ever, forever.

Oh, talk about my boy, he is a very gentle guy.

Whenever I worked up, he always remain calm and gentle hug me into his arm.

Al though we quarrelled over big and small issues sometimes,

he is always the one who take initiative to say sorry.

The age of10 years apart doesn't affect our love and commitment towards each other.

I know he loves me, and I loves him too, thank you dearie. =)

Jennifer López - Do You Know Where You're Going To

Lyrics: Do you know where you're going to?
Do you like the things that life's been showing you
Where are you going to?
Do you know?

Do you get what you're hoping for?
When you look behind you there's no open doors
What are you hoping for?
Do you know?

Once we were standing still in time
Chasing the fantasies
That filled our minds
You knew how I loved you
But my spirit was free
Laughing at the questions
That you once asked of me

Now looking back at all we've planned
We let so many dreams
Just slip through our hands
Why must we wait so long?
Before we see
How sad the answers
To those questions can be 



A meaningful song with soothing tone and rhythm, 
reminds me that life isn't within our control.
I just want to cherish al I have now. 
=)

Higher Quality?

Talking about studying overseas today.
I believe, many Malaysians looking forward to study overseas.
And yes, many of them are studying overseas.

Most of the local people wanted to study overseas,
especially those "English speaking" countries,
like SG, NZ, Canada, Australia or other countries as you can name it.
Reasons? Most of them proclaim that the university from these country requires higher qualification,
so those student who are able to enter/ graduate from these countries higher education institutes will be regarded as "Better Quality" students.
In another words, those students who hold the certificate of these "English speaking" countries's university have "higher standards" compared to those who are from the local institutes.

I doubted this concept.
First, I do not agree that the quality of the student is depend on the Uni they entered or graduate.
I know people studying in UK and US.
From what I see and what I have heard,
Their some of their syllabus is much easier than Malaysia syllabus.
I was an A level student, and I have seen people failed their STPM got straight A's in A level.
And I have seen people failed their A level papers got straight A's in UK university foundation years.
Tell me do you meant this by higher quality of their university compare to us?

Second thing, do all these students enter these "English speaking" countries Universities because they are really good enough?
Hahaha, I don't think so.
From what I see, most of them able to go study in these universities is because of MONEY.
Yes, ($.$)
I'm came from a private local college and I know,
the not-so-good results students are able to enter into college because they have money.
and yes, same goes to those so called "higher standard" universities.
I have seen people having wayyyyyy BAD results from A level went Australia to study psychology,
and they can't even speak and write proper english.
Those straight A students in STPM who wanted to do the same course?
They are given to those don't-know-what subject to be studied local universities,
and due to money concern they had to do it for their future cause they have no other choices.
Haha, what a big joke.

Same goes to me,
I did quite bad for my SPM.
But because my father can afford me to study in college,
I manage to take Cambridge GCE A-level,
and get in to private institution to do my medical course.
Some of my friend who did straight A in SPM, and got Straight A in STPM,
made it up all the way to local university by getting government loan, I more proud of them than myself.
Because they really did it by their own capability.

I do not write this to criticise those who are studying in/ graduate from those so called "higher standard" countries university.
Many of my friends do get good results in their papers and got scholarship to study overseas.
I just want people to change their concept,
please don't look down of those people who came out as a Malaysia Education product.
The quality of a student does not depends on where or which university they came from,
so judge them by their capability instead, you will see the difference.

[Cert is just a paper to show that XXX have completed the course]

好朋友

其实想告诉你，你变了，别以为我不知道，只是不想说而已．

［沉默，不代表不在乎，但也不表示不介意］

My 201st Post

Hehe what should I talk about on this post.


Ok, yesterday is my boy's 29th Chinese birthday. 
Chinese birthday simple means, the birthday according to the Chinese Lunar calender.
So we had a vegetarian meal @ Taipan.
The tao fu there is really delicious I tell you!!! =D
But too bad doctor says I need to control my Uric Acid level,
So I cant take too much of it. 


Ok, never mind.
My boy compensate me for bringing me to the largest Pasar Malam in Klang Valley at Cheras today!
woohoo, Pasar Malam, my favourite place of hanging out.
Not all because of the place itself, but SOMETIMES more of who you are going out with.
yes, only SOMETIMES. 


Had roughly the same thing I had in SS2's pasar malam.
One additional thing we bought is the healthy popiah they selling.
Looks very appetizing. 


I love eating, ya know.
My obsession. ♥

作为你的女友，她憋在心里不跟你说的……

作为你的女朋友，她希望在她时不时拿起手机时能看到你的未读短信...因为这时她想你了......
作为你的女朋友，她希望每天清晨能被你的电话叫醒，哪怕她还在做一个甜甜的梦，也愿意在你一声“丫头，起床了”中睁开惺忪的睡眼...因为她会开心的认为你醒来后第一个想到的是她，这就够她开心一天......
作为你的女朋友，她希望每天晚上能跟你聊到很晚，别怪她缠着你不放，因为夜里是最想念一个人的时刻，如果你真的困了，请不要放下一句“我困了，睡了”就暗下你的头像，温柔的对她说一声“宝贝，我困了，睡觉吧”她会甜甜的跟你说“晚安”的...因为她会很开心的认为你是在乎她的......
作为你的女朋友，她希望在两个人吵架后。你能主动给她打电话或发短信，哪怕是她错了，在你一句“别生气了”之后她会很懂事的跟你说“是我不好”，请你记住没有不通情理的女朋友，只是女孩儿在遇到她喜欢的男孩儿之后就变傻了，人都说恋爱中的女孩儿智商为零，其实是有道理的，不要在吵架后就把她晾在一边，你“男人”的一面不是在这个时候展现的。爱情，经不起搁浅...经不起沉默...
作为你的女朋友，她认为你就是最好的，即使她总是在你面前夸奖别的男生，说他哪儿哪儿好，其实不过是希望你能朝着那方面改进，女孩儿也是虚荣的，她希望她的男朋友各方面都优秀，即使自己都知道不可能......
作为你的女朋友，请你理解她的无理取闹，那是她故意的...请你理解她的任性，那也是她故意的...因为那是她在乎你，对于不在乎的人，连话都懒得跟他说，更不用说吵架和耍脾气了......
作为你的女朋友，你们应该多一些交流，少一些沉默，当两个人都拒绝交流的时候，爱情就走到尽头了...
作为你的女朋友，请你告诉她哪儿做的不好，而不要选择用冷淡与沉默来对待！她会虚心的接受并努力的改正...因为女孩儿为了她爱的男孩儿会不断的改变自己，哪怕失去自我... 爱情中疼爱多一些，和原谅多一点，彼此爱的很坚定，爱情永远都是新鲜的，永远不会过期......
作为你的女朋友，她一定会好好爱你，爱到花都开了，爱到鸟儿把歌儿唱；爱到牛郎织女为你们点头，爱到花儿绽放，鸟儿成群把你们环绕，爱到每道彩虹映出你的美；
作为你的女朋友，她一定会好好爱你，爱到海枯石烂永远不后悔，爱到来生来世也会说无悔.....

你明白么 当你选择 沉默不语 的时候 而她得到的却是痛 心会痛 很痛 别用沉默来对待她 即使你现在不知道要怎么做 也不可以沉默 这种痛不是我一个人应该承受的 


对不起，我知道我不是一个好的女朋友。。。

PM

[PM stands for Pasar Malam]

hehe My boy and I went pasar malam @SS2 today.

We didnt plan to go there.

It just simply because we don't know what to eat,

since after getting the medical report @ Jalan Othman,

the doctor say this cannot eat that cannot eat,

so we decide to go around SS2 to cari makan,

see if there's anything suitable for both of us.

Then we saw the pasar malam,

and we both agree to pop in.

Bun, Wun Chai Kou, Mua Chi, Fruit Juice, Cup corn.

These are the few things that we had and we both can eat.

My boy had a plate of Mixed rice @ Wai Sek Kai as we passes through the place.

I love walking at pasar malam.

There are few reasons.

First, walking at pasar malam can let me release my shopping mood.

At shopping complex, everything is so expensive and most of the time,

I wont bear to spend those money to buy.

But at pasar malam, things are much more cheaper.

Second, Pasar Malam has lots of varieties of food,

which most of them hardly found in normal shop lots.

The only thing I dun like about pasar malam is very pack and alot of people.

And mopst of the time the hygiene is not so good.

Eating the Muachi reminds me of my mum.

She knows I love this and whenever she saw this she will definately buy for me.

I suddenly miss my mum.

Of course My parents and my family.

They are the closest people to me afterall.

I always hope they are doing fine and healthy.

Time to study now. 

Exam is coming.

and Tsuki-san,

missu anata wa desu ne~~~

p^.^q

=D

I thankful with my life now.
Everything is just so wonderful.
Even the weather is hot.

Even when life is tough.

Even the exams in coming.
Even my body is getting weaker throughout the days.
Even I don't know how long I'm gonna live in this universe.
Even it's just breathing into the air.

There's nothing could be more thankful, than staying in the world with your love ones.
Love is is the most important element in the world.
With love it makes all things wonderful. ♥

May13.

Today my manja boy sick liao 

Today stupid friend fly liao 

Today sohai friend come back liao. 

Today is May 13.

My 10 months anniversary with my boy. 

Those days where Malaysia Racist Tragedy occurs. 

Stupid friend.

I start to miss him already.
My stupid cockroach friend.
To long no see him after he got married. :_(

I believe best friend no need to see everyday.
Talk heart one, ok.
He always beside me whenever I need him to be,
And yes, He always know what I want and need too.

Don't worry, The moon is always looking after me. =)

Smiley Sigh.

I don't like this way.
Being a sohai doing the same experiment with all means in order to obtain the result.
And in the end I realise I jsut cant make it.
Damn it.

Argh, another busy month.
World Optometry day, an so called expo in our institute.
Preparing for finals, in 3 weeks time.
Preparing all the stupid lab reports.

Sigh, when can I have rest.
Maybe I shouldn't complain so much.
Be glad, be thankful all the time,
even if life sucks.

We always hope for the best.
And I know, I am strong .

Back from Johor

I went back to Johor for 2 days.

Mainly settling my PTPTN stuffs.

So sorry, If I din inform you all,

My lovely hometown friends.

Coz I know for sure I wouldnt have time to yumcha with you all.

Thanks my lovely boy sending me home.

It's tough to drive for such a long journey, I know.

I love you,hubby.

Spent time with my family and pets.

Of course I left some time to walk around JB town with my boy too.

After holidays, 2 weeks more It's gonna be my finals.

Then I'm done with my first year.

Hahahahaha~~~

Some random picture's of my pets, and some highway's capture as well.

Just to share.

Tyson

Rockie

BoBo

Hubby, Lovely.

It's always the best to cherish whatever you have now.

No one knows the future.

Life's too short.

I love my boy, and I know,

I will spent the rest of my life with him.

I love every single moment with you.

Even it's just brushing teeth. =D