over achievers

I know exactly how bad it feels when you are going out with an over achievers.
Especially that person is your next of kin.
Most are my cousins are over achievers.
They work and study overseas, as professionals.
Like real professionals.
Not those ordinary one.

I know how bad my brother feels.
but I wanna tell you kor,
I never look down on you.
you are doing your best,
and you have been growing a lot through out these days.
I know you have been doing hard to be a good brother.

i love you kor!

其实我真的不是很能忍，但我知道起码你不要太过分，我还是ok的。
我会很尊重你的，如果你也尊重我的话。
你过分一次我可以忍，两次也还ok,
三次我会不爽你，第四次我就不会给脸你了。

以牙还牙这个东西，耶稣说不好。
他说人家打了我们左边脸，
就要连右边也伸出来给他打。
可是啊，他两边都打了，
又在打左边，然后又打右边，无止尽地打，
我受不了啊，我忍耐也有险啊！！
耶稣说他原谅了我们七十个七次，
相对的我们只原谅了人七次。
所以我想进步，放下心结，去原谅人更多次。
我也想要积躲点口德，
虽然很不愉快，不爽，不甘愿，
但还是希望能做得到。

但我发现更难的是面对自己，原谅自己。
我需要勇气踏出去。
放下面子去道歉，去说对不起这三个字。
即使知道错的不是我，
或许是我，但不完全是我的错，
我也要学习成为先说对不起的那一个。

Denial

When I laugh happily,

it doesn't mean that I'm happy.

It just that i'm in the state of denial,

don't wanna accept the fact that I'm sad.

When I choose not to say, 

It doesn't mean I do not know,

It just that I'm in the state of denial,

don't want to accept the fact that I know.

It's okay, It just feel bad when I'm the last one to know these news about you,
from the mouth of other people.
But i'll be fine after that.
If i stop thinking about how close we were in the past.
It was the memories that makes me feel bad.
Not what's happening now.
What's happening now wont be meaningful,
if the past does not exist.
It's all because of the past the present become meaningful.

That awkward moment when we could talk, smile and laugh together again,

In that small small cubicle, for that 2 hours, 

when everything in the past seems to reappear,
and then everything is back to present again.

Maybe you do not care about it anymore,
but you are the most familiar stranger to me.

I don't know what to say, but just congratulations to you.

Maybe I'm not the special friend to you anymore.

But I know when someone ask me, 

I will tell he/she that you were once my best friend,

although we are not anymore.

It was you who gave me the light,

and It was you who brought down my pride too.

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I'm Fat.

I know I'm fat.
Don't have to remind me on that.
I'm putting effort in slimming down.
Thanks for the reminder.

Happy Mooncake Day!

Yes, it's not happy mid autumn festival.
Because there's no autumn in Malaysia.
It's always summer here. =.=

But still, everyone still eat mooncake in Malaysia.
I mean the chinese.
So I prefer to call it Happy mooncake day, or happy lantern day.
hehe

And I believe this is more practical.
Happy everyday, everyone! =D

=D

人问上帝：您感到人类最奇怪的是什么？

上帝说：他们厌倦童年生活，急于长大，而后又渴望返老还童。他们牺牲自己的健康来换取金钱，然后又牺牲金钱来恢复健康。他们对未来充满忧虑，但却忘记现在。于是，他们既不生活于现在之中，又不生活于未来之中。他们活着的时候好像从不会死去，但死去以后又好像从未活过......

人再问:那你有什么经验想分享？

上帝笑道：

他们应该知道不可能取悦于所有人，他们所能做到的只是让自己被人所爱。

他们应该知道，一生中最有价值的不是拥有什么东西，而是拥有什么人。

他们应该知道，与他人攀比是不好的。

他们应该知道，富有的人并不拥有最多，而是需要最少。

他们应该知道，要在所爱的人身上照成深度创伤只要几秒钟，但是治疗创伤却要花上几年时间。

他们应该学会宽恕别人。他们应该知道，有些人深深地爱着他们，但却不知道如何表达自己的感情。

他们应该知道，金钱可以买到任何东西，却买不到幸福。

他们应该知道，得到别人的宽恕是不够的，他们应当宽恕自己~

世上又不好的事情，
但也有好的事情。
我选择过那些喜乐的，
虽然我知道不快乐的我也无法避免。

我选择喜乐，选择开心。
因为我知道，这个世界上，
有爱我的神，爱我的家人，爱我的人，还有我爱的人们。
因此，我选择快乐。
我爱你们，因为爱能包容一切，使人在喜乐中成长。

顺便告诉你，

爱是恒久忍耐，又有恩慈。

爱是不嫉妒，爱是不自夸，不张狂，不做害羞的事，不求自己的益处，不轻易发怒，不计算人的恶，不喜欢不义，只喜欢真理；

凡事包容，凡事相信，凡事盼望，凡事忍耐。

爱是永不止息。

——《圣经.新约》哥林多前书十三章四节至八节

爱，是永不止息。

感谢神。 =）

Food

Okay, as the title said.
Food.
I need some food.
First, get me some satay.

Oh! satay is here, thank you.

Erm, next, I would like to have some  Roti Jala with delicious curry.

Wow, here it is! Yummy！

Erm, can I have a Roti Telur too? With curry too.

Oh yeah! that's it. very very nice. hehe

That's all for my supper today.

Thanks for providing me such delicious food.

I'm very happy with it.

With an empty stomach and a mind with full of thoughts,

I'm doing to bed now.

Good night everyone!