Wednesday, November 11, 2009

两个人

如果我爱你, 而你正巧的也爱我.....
那你生病的时候, 我会去照顾你, 陪你到好.
你骑车的时候, 我会要你小心点, 还要你到的时候打电话跟我说.
你忘了吃晚餐时, 我会装做很生气, 然后说: 你这样会让我很担心耶!
你头发乱的时候, 我会笑笑的替你拨一拨, 然后手还留恋的在你发上多待几秒...
你想哭, 我会陪你掉泪, 尽管前一刻我的心情是多雀跃 ~
你要笑, 我会陪你笑出声, 不管我上一秒是多么的沮丧...
我在空闲的时候, 会念念你的名字, 想想你的声音.
我在逛街的时候, 会想到 "啊! 你正好也缺了这个.."
我在发现了好东西的时候, 一定马上想到 "一定要你来看看!"
我失眠了之后, 听到你也失了眠, 会在心理偷笑.
我在熬夜时, 接到你只为了说声 : "不要太累! 要早点睡了.... " 的电话, 会甜甜的笑着而乖乖的去睡......

我在想你的时候, 会知道你也在想我.

但是如果我爱你, 而你不巧的不爱我.....
那你生病的时候, 我只会打通电话慰问你, 不敢奢求待在你身边.
你骑车的时候, 我只会暗暗在心中希望你安全.
你忘了吃晚餐, 我也只会笑笑的问: 为什么不吃呢?
你头发乱了, 我只能轻轻告诉你: 头发乱了喔~~
你想哭, 我只能在旁边无奈的轻轻叹气着.
你想笑, 我只能微微地对你笑着...
我在空闲的时候, 还是会念念你的名字, 想想你的声音.
在逛街的时候, 会想到 "是谁帮你买了这个呢? "
我发现好东西的时候, 会无奈的想着会是谁告诉你这个好消息呢?
我失眠之后, 会躲着不让你看见我的黑眼圈.
我在熬夜时, 不敢期待会有电话声响起来.....
我在想你的时候, 会想到这时的你是在想着谁?

如果我不再爱你了.... 那么我一定就不爱你了, 我会去爱上别人....

世上有什么不会失去的东西吗? 我相信有, 你最好也相信!

--摘自<挪威的森林-村上春树>

Tuesday, November 10, 2009

Teamwork.

Finally I can have a good rest after 3 days of assignments.
I feel I'm a very lucky girl.
At least I'm still sit still right here, and manage to finish the project in time.
I saw many of my friends not able to finish their work in time,
sum of my frens even fall sick.

Throughout this research project I learn alot.
According to Pareto principle and Toh principle.

Everyone know about Pareto principle or more commonly known as 80/20 law. In most of the company 80% job are done by 20% of worker.But I would like to further the effect of Pareto principle.80% of the 20%-worker's time is used to wait for 20% of 80%-worker's contribution.
-Quoted from Pareto Principle, skding.blogspot.com
You need at least 1.5 ratio of sohai in an organization if you need to maintain the smoothness of a task. If the ratio is drop, more time is needed and causing delay in the completion of the task.

-Quoted fro Toh Principle, by
Terence Toh

After seeing this,
many ppl might thinks dat individual work can be done better,
since we noe our own limit and expectation towards the result,
and so called "Fair".
However,
teamwork is an vy important aspect for human being to improve.
It is a necessity, which it is inevitable.

Some ppl jz need to learn to give thanks.
Stop complaining and continue to work.
Why cant u use that time to finish ur work instead of wasting time to complain?
No one force you to do the work ok.
If u think its not fair, then dun do.
Fail ur job, and downgrade yourself and be one of the 80%.
Worse cum to worse, resign urself from the job,
and be a loser forever.

I consider myself is one of the 20% in Pareto principle,
and among the 1.5 ratio of sohai who make up the statistic.
Be glad if think u r a sohai, give thanks if ppl call u a sohai.
To me it is satisfaction and a recognition,
telling me that Im capable enuff to produce 80% result by using 20% source.
It's similar to the feeling when you actually beat a Mercedes in car race by using a kancil.
Im jz proud of being a sohai.

Some ppl jz need to learn how to cherish.
Stop talking crap and start working.
If u cant even produce 20% of the result with 80% of time and effort,
then shut up and stay aside.
Dun mess around and try to insult ppl with your stupidity.
If you think u are so capable and good enuff to handle all these,
please take up my fucking job.

Sumtimes, Its not about talking how genius I am.
I dun expect you to buy me a lunch, not even a thank you.
But at least dun fool around and mess up the job.
To me cherish is not abt repaying kindness,
jz at least dun create trouble and make it worse.

I dun take things for granted.
I thank God for everythg.
Im not capable of creating an epic alone.
I am jz lucky to have sumone beside me to help me all along.
Maybe I cant repay the kindness for the rest of my life,
but I think at least I noe how to cherish.
This is wat I call teamwork.

Not sure how the others view abt teamwork.
But one thing Im sure is,
A genius need an idiot to protrude his smartness,
An idiot need a genius to show his foolness.
Maybe this is ultimately actually wat a teamwork is needed for.
LOL, who noes? :P

@.@

20 more mins to 4am.
So, I still have 20 mins to get myself on bed.
Or else once after 4am,
sure I will be rejuvenated and cant fall asleep anymore.

I have not been sleeping duno for how many nights ady.
Glad I took a short nap in the evening jz now,
dats y i can sustain till now.
Sometimes I wonder, if I really din rest at all for these few days,
not sure how long my battery can actually last.
Maybe can try next time, hehe.

Not tired?
Bluff people one.
Taking care of a fireball is not as easy as you think.
Easily get burned.

8.30am class tmr.
Presentation summore. >"<
Better sleep now.

Hope everything will be fine after all these troubles.
Im so tired after checking over some slides done by my teammates.
I only sleep for like 3 hours within this 3 days.

So, I decided to read some articles to keep me awake.
Haha, and guess wat? I found this.
And I find it interesting.

“I think Ding like those things with all "S" aphabet one..
He drives a
SEG, using a Sony Vaio lappy.
Besides that, Ding like to put "
Sohai", "Stupid genius", "Sk ding" as his nick name! All start with S.
Everytimes, I meet him at Msn, the first thing he said is "
Shit" or "Suck" or other words start with S.
I wonder ding is the "
S"uperman or not!”

I found it in a post written 2 years ago.
Im not sure how true it is.
But if its accurate enough,
I would like to add on some points.
His mobile phone brand is Sony Ericsson
The camera he used is SLR.
One of his favorite activity starts with "S" too.
And now his apprentice is a Squid.

And I hope he is Sleeping Soundly now. =)