Friday, April 22, 2011

Sorry for not being a wisdom person

I guess I understand now.


1 Thessalonians 5:15 
Make sure that nobody pays back wrong for wrong, 
but always try to be kind to each other and to everyone else.


 Luke 6:27-28
Love your enemies, 
do good to those who hate you, 
bless those who curse you, 
pray for those who mistreat you.


Proverbs 19:11
A man's wisdom gives him patience; it is to his glory to overlook an offence.


In another words, 
keep your mouth shut even if you are in a deep shit.
keep your mouth shut even if you know the that might not be the truth.
keep your mouth shut even if you that is not fair.


Sorry for not being a wisdom person,
But I still wont pretend as if I am so righteous and generous.
So before I can learn all the above,
and let go of my anger when seeing unrighteousness,
I will keep my mouth shut.


Thank you Jesus, I have learnt my lesson. 
And I hope that I will be more like you someday. =)

清着自清,浊着自浊?



看了video,真的是有感而发。

很久以前,我曾经想尝试用化妆来乔装自己,
但要我按着良心做人,将事实扭曲,我始终做不到。
所以我从此不再化妆,也没有想要再尝试化妆的念头,
因为我很肯定,虚伪的双面人,我做不到。

虚伪的人,就很像戴上面具那样,用化妆来乔装自己,
化了妆是一个人,卸妆又是另一个人。
外表看起来美若天仙,但事实上并非如此。

我不认为用化妆来乔装自己才叫有礼貌,不用化妆来乔装就是不礼貌。
因为礼貌,不是靠脸上化的妆所看出来的,必须深入了解对方人格再做评论。
事实也是如此,不是表面所看得到的,必须深入了解情况在做评论。
但有些人却是那么的肤浅,看到的东西是那么的表面,
在还未深入了解之前,然后就靠拿脸上化的妆下了判断。
遇上这样肤浅的人,实在不幸。


曾告诉自己,每个人有每个人的活法,
别看到有的人活的有滋有味,其实那也是表面,
试问他/她敢摸着良心说我敢坦然的面对每个人吗?

我敢!
我自认问心无愧,向来对事不对人,
秉持着“清着自清,浊着自浊”的信念,
在出言前确保自己真的自己照过镜子,并确保选择对的地方时候来说,
当遭别人误解或诬赖时,学习保持沉默。


只可惜我远远不及那些虚伪的人,因为我不懂得在人前人后做两个样。
因此,很可惜有时因为种种原因,
那么不幸的言语的原意不是遭人误解,就是遭人扭曲,
不知是我的表达能力不好,还是他人的理解能力与我不同,还是有心人刻意操控?



清着自清,浊着自浊?
做了人20年,自以为清,但发现常常吃亏,可能遭人暗中陷害;
却眼看着那些虚伪的人浊,但富绰有余,又能暗中陷害别人;
有点不会做人了,要继续清下去吗?? 

Wednesday, April 20, 2011

我不悦

我想说:谢谢你们,我没有为你们做过什么,
却在那么多年来你们让我学到的东西很多。

虽然到最后,我没有认为我做错了什么。
纯属个人对此事的不公平而发泄,
只和自己的朋友在说话,都局限于我的私人范围,
没有侵略到他们的地盘,页面。
因此没有要给他们听的意思,没有要和他们讲话的意思,
也没有要打压他们的意思,更没有要和他们计较的意思。
因为他们连让我打压和跟我讲话的资格都没有,
所以和我计较的资格还离太远了。
是他们把自己的脚插进来,却恶人先告状,
说是我们把手插过去了。


我不怕他们修成超越我们,
我只是不服他们拿冠军并不是因为他们操得比我们好。
如果他们真材实料,既是我们拿了冠军,
我老实说,我也会把冠军拱手相让。
换句话说,修成总得和结果成正比,
冠军对我来说确实不重要,
但让我拿亚军拿得心服口服吧。

说到底,一句,我不悦。

Thursday, April 14, 2011

After 4 months

Hi i'm here after 4 months.
It's not because I got too much too write and I do not have the time.
It's actually because I have got nothing much to talk about.
Repetitive life with no excitements will make people board.
that;s why i choose not to talk about.
And since last semester ( last year)  I have learnt something, which is:
KEEP YOUR MOUTH SHUT
Don't try to be friendly or being too caring,
as they will think that:
WE ARE NOT SO CLOSE AFTER ALL, 
DON'T ACT AS IF LIKE YOU UNDERSTAND ME
Don;t offer to help the others and don;t comment if they didn't request for it
because they will say:
IT'S NON OF YOUR BUSINESS

Maybe a simple and repetitive life,
and try not to interact so much with the others,
make my life easier.
I don;t want to get trouble,
neither to get my heart hurt.

It's ok.
It doesn't matter how many asshole appeared in my life,
I still have my God, my family, and great friends who make life better.

Just wanna share with you all a small change made in my life:
I switched my favourite radio station from MY.fm to Fly.fm now
Mandarin -> English! Haha!
Hope my English is improving now =D

and yea! 
Go on Youtube and search for these amazing people!
  • Joseph Vincent
  • Cathy Nguyen
  • AJ Rafael
  • Jayesslee
Great voice, friendly people, and most most important they are people who sings for HIS name =D