Work

So, I started working.
First as a part time, then decided to turn into full time.

Working is a new challenge for me.
To adapt new environment,
new people.

I will learn, and do my best,
to step into this new page of life.

=)

=)

I have been crying so much for the past few days.
I feel upset whenever I think about it.
Fear of the possibilities ahead.

But that shouldn't hinder me from going forward right?
Past, or uncertainties in future?
I can't let them influence my present.

It's a very hard time for me,
trying to leap forward,
and start a new life.
To start seeing things in a different perspective,
To learn to accept and unfold whatever happens,
without regrets and resentments.

It takes a lot of courage to do so,
to pick up the first step,
into the whole new journey of life.
To leave out things that bothers me,
to wipe out negative thoughts that haunts me.

 I really don't know how i should put it,
to make you understand that,
love doesn't mean that you have to own someone,
and put them under your control.
Instead let them free to fly,
but stay by their side and fly along with them.

Your supports meant a lot to me,
that is why I was so upset.
But from now onwards,
I will have to be strong,
to love myself first,
before I can start loving the others.

I hope one day you will understand,
and accept me for who I am. =)

Having Faith.

God says, When I have no one to turn into,
Turn to Him. He will listen to my prayers.

When I feel the whole world is not with me,
Like Job did,
I shall never lose faith in God,
and believe he plans the best for me.

Finally. 4th of July.

4th of July. Independence day of United States of America.

 But this year, 4th of July, 2013

Is my independence day.

Finally my 4 years of undergraduate life ended.

Finally I can stop going to school for a real long time.

4 years,

full of memories,

good and bad.

All of them are precious.

NIO batch 4 people, I will miss you guys,

and the time we spent together in this 4 years.

*tears dropping* :_(