影子

有些人的性格很相像。
而当你和第一个人分开了之后，
遇到另一个和他性格很相像的人时，
第二个人会让人有一种很熟悉的感觉。
那种很熟悉的感觉，我称作为影子。

我不敢否认，事到如今，我仍觉得，
你有着一些些我前男友的影子。
其实很多时候，你让我想起以前那个男友。
我知道，这对你会很不公平。
或许你会觉得，无论你做得再好，
也会一直活在他的阴影下，
始终不能取代他。

我从来没有想把你们拿来比较。
因为心里知道，你们虽然很相像，
但却还是有不同的地方。
你比他多了一份霸气，多了一份坚持。
他比你多了一份贴心，多了一份纵容。

你常常勾起我对他的回忆，
但是我想想，回头一看，笑了。
看到眼前你，以前的不管发生过什么事，
和什么样的人一起走过，都不重要了。
现在这一刻，就像紧紧的拥抱着眼前的你。
回忆就让他藏在心里吧！
虽然你的确和他有着许多相同的地方，

但你们始终不一样，在我心中的位置，也不会一样。

因为经历不同，我相信结局也会变得不一样。

我爱你，玮航。
因为相信，所以选择了你。
爱你，不是因为你有着他的影子，
而是因为爱的是你，独一无二的你。
因为那独一无二的你，所以才爱你。
=）

**刚刚终于发现了为什么我总是觉得瀚勇有着某个人的影子，原来那个人是志勇啊！哈哈！**

Friends?

We have been unhappy for the past few months, ever since we left that place.
He never tell, but I know and I can feel it.

He feels inferior, because he felt the distance between him and his friends.
So called friends, I don't know whether does it even applicable to them.

I don't know how they define the word friend.

I hope he mean more than colleague to them.

They are the first batch of friends when we stepped into the "real world".

People who lead us and accompany us to what we are today.

Only if they realize we have been doing our best part to be a friend.
Always mentioning them, thinking about them, missing the days we had with them.
Always talking about how we enjoy the moment we be with them.
Always do we best to maintain the friendship we all had.

But yet I realize they don't really care to tell us what's really happening,
even if they do, we're most probably the one of the last one who knows.
Or telling us about the incident after everything is already over.
Leaving us behind and being isolated, when we always put them in the priority.

Actually it's not about whether we're official members of the group,
it's about whether they take us as a part of them,
and always put us in the picture.
Is the heart that matters, not the action.

You guys make him feel alone, feel like he's being left out.
So do I, I feel the same too, feel like we are people from 2 different class/ world now.
If that's how we have been treated after being so nice to you guys,
why are we still doing that?
Because we treat you guys as friend, like real friends.
But if you guys knew that your action and attitude have hurt us deeply,
then please stop doing that.

Third year。

Erm, what I was trying to say is, I'm in the final year already.
This year is the year we will all be doing final year project.
and then next year we'll be doing internship already.
But in order to complete the whole course and get my Bachelor degree certificate and optometry license,
I still have 2 more years to go. =(


Time flies.

I still remember how I get through my first sem. 

But I seriously don't remember how I get through the rest, and make it all the way here, in year three.

It's like Sem 1 then ......................(blank all the way).................Sem5 already!

LOL but don't worry people, the knowledges are somehow stuck in my head!

They will make me a good optometrist, don't worry! XD


I remember sem 1, basically it's because everything is so new and exciting to me that time.
New living environment, new study environment, new place, new friends.
Everything.
That was when I had the hardest time to struggle in order to adapt to all these new stuff.
And that was when my best friend was still my best friend,
accompanying me every moment to help me go through all these shit.
Okay, I know the best friend statement may not make sense to you. =.=
erm, that was when my best friend was still my best friend.
Ya, correct sentence, no problem, ok.
I continue.


I actually don't know how it can end up like this,
I also don't know how to let it go and accept the fact,
my best friend not the one I use to know anymore.
Strangers, again. Hmm this video strikes my head again.
Anyway, I think it's all about getting used to it.
If you don't have other choice but getting used to it is the only thing you can do , 
then you just have to get use to it, right?
Oh sorry I'm deviating away again.


I was talking about my third year right.
Oh ya I start posting to the hospital now.
Seeing real patients.
Going to the ward, to the specialist's clinic, dispensing clinic, and pharmacy, Surgery/Treatment room.
Basically just like what other medical students do.
Nothing much special, except we're start getting lots of scoldings from the doctors. =.=


I don't expect that everything goes on smoothly, cause I know that life has ups and downs.
But i do hope that everything turns out fine in the end.
After all people don;t care how much effort you put in the process,
what they care is just the result.
That's the trend in our world now right? Hmm =/


Okay time to take a rest.
I always blog when I'm unhappy.
I hope things get better ahead.
Phew. Nights everyone！

thanks giving.

"Love your job is the only way to make your life beautiful."


An C&I engineer told me this.
It suddenly reminds me of some thing.


I don't have much friends and keen in KL.
And i'm very glad that I'm very lucky to have these engineers as my friends,
that helped me throughout my days in KL.
They are those who make my Uni and KL life much easier and better,
and those impact keep pushing me on to stay tough in my studies.


Whether or not am I close enough to them in the past, present or future,
they stand an important place in my life.
Whether directly or indirectly,
they have brought great difference into my life.


Just wanna shout out to these friends:
Huan, Ding, Sam, Toh, Chin, JJ, Ng

Sorry for all the troubles I have given to you guys.
Thanks for understanding and tolerating those childish behaviours of mine all this time,
and taking care of me, compromise and being lenient to me on many things.
I do enjoy every moment that I spent with you guys, be it Sing K, Dinner, Yumcha, Talking stupid shit online and whatever. 

 And thanks for "watching over" someone important in my life, which in turn make my life a better one. And just want you guys to know you people worth "more than colleagues". XD

And these people:
Ngu, Jamie, Kang, Cheong, Ee, Peter

And thanks for "watching over" someone important in my life, which in turn make my life a better one.

Finally thanks to all of you for being a part of my life.
I will study very very hard, graduate, love my job, do my best to be a useful person.


Just in case if some of you may forget, I hope you guys will remember that I will be qualified to be rewarded for a meal of super nice Nasi Kandar near KLIA, a Tissot watch, and a BR when I graduate. Wakakaka, jk, but seriously. XD


Thank you guys for everything, and I do appreciate the friendship/ acquaintanceship we have,
Less than three.